To see you. To talk to you. When I see you everyday, you know… my heart beats. I know it beats differently. Oh Lord… How I would like you to be here… as you said. How I want you here, now, with me. Until the time this has to last. I would not say forever. I have a quick look at the TV. I take a deep breath, I know, you are not stupid. I know, you tried to wind me up. I still do not want to get it. Yeah… I will keep myself in my place, but you know, at least I said, how much I want you. I am tired. I am just really shattered. I close my eyes, I try listening to the music and be in my own world, as I am now.