Happiness

Oh, well, let me get start writing, otherwise I just forget my lines.
I am just happy.
Happy to be here, to see my man, to see he is well, I mean, he is alive and this is what matters most to me.
He is a free spirit, same as me. We are just different. We just come from different cultures, just that.
Who cares? I don´t.
I don´t bother.
I just wanna have a laugh. Be happy.
Live every tiny moment I get. Intensively. With him. With myself.
I haven´t found my way yet, but today I feel incredibly happy. Just!
Simple as it is.
Seeing you, the sea, just place my toes in the sea and be grateful that I am (still) alive.
I am just trying to find myself, where I am actually going to.
I know I am going somewhere, but just don´t know where. Yet.
There is a funny wallpaper in the room I am right now and I just got hooked on watching the Glastonbury gigs on the telly.
Just that.
Feeling lost.
Unsure of feelings towards me.
But incredibly happy.